Just for SHARING..

this is our lab coat- will be wear for coming 4years..

maroon + gray..

some of my friends said look cool..

some said the color is too conservative..

for me i prefer cobalt blue + gray

look pro..haha..

Well, next semester start wear it..lol

Study Week..

i feel happy everytime i come back to home
home is a place that let me to feel free
maybe that, i wake up at 10am something(or even late) everday..
compare to at least 8am at my hostel..

The life at home is so good..

morning and noon is study time

nightime is to relax..listen music..chat with family members..tv..magz..so on

(actually is a bit lazy to study..haha)

Time not going to wait people..but the people will
I dont want to waste my time anymore
just feel want to put more effort for better result..
I wont aspect too high but at least the result is satisfying..

For all my dear friends who is going to take exam.."Victory"
"Best wishes for you"..(BleSSing)

I miss my HOME

Suddenly felt so scare to stay at hostel..
too scare to sit on the chair that i sat for about two months
assignments, quizes, tests..it was terrible
always got a feeling that can not finish my assignment at time

=stress study enviroment
Roomate, few coursemate and I...this is my engagement circle
Don't know what is the problem in this campus
so passive____
campus<--->library<--->hostel
stress > joy

Sometimes really doubt that how i can still survive in such enviroment
....
...
..
Anyway, today is the last days of lecture
assignments, projects all have done..
Study week started..

today i bought ticket for return to my hometown-kajang
should be happy..lol...
I MISS MY LIFE at my hometown
everything..

I not going to study tonight
I choose to dream
because my brain is blank now..
refuse to think..
maybe, my brain need time to be restore

So STRESS...zz

today is the last day of this semester
next week is study week, then final exam
not even prepare yet..that's why final' seems so scary..

Stress..

nothing
just drop by here to leave some words..
have to continue my C++ assignment and Static tutorial..
(today have pass up..philosophy..C++..Static...struggling..lol)

Share me..

Don’t ever hide your feeling
Shout when you are stress
Cry when you are sad
Laugh when you are happy
I really hope for having the life like this
the true feeling..
JUstzz..
Cant find my partner..

When your eyes invisible me, my heart is bleeding..
Forgot when & how many times
I’m lost
sucks..

I’m simple as you thought
If you don’t know my feeling
I can tell you, no matter how many times
because I’m scared when I get hurt again

So, Please share the glory and tears
I believe everyone have the right to find his happiness
that’s why I’m ready now..

It is never be late, right?

Why??

Why there are so many assignment?
Why I am always busy for the thing i do not like?

Why is should be like that?
Why everything is seems being set up..
Why you did not listen to me?
Why you act so stubborn?
Why you can not feel what i feel?

Why all these thing happen to me?

Why i'll will feel sad to how i living now...

I think it wont have the answer for the question?
But, I just wanna know: "Don't you try to feel my heart?"

想懂

我想是个遗憾吧。。
至今还不知道事实，
虽然曾说过都不在重要了。
但…

失去的总是美好的，我终究了解了。。。
还有机会再懂吗?
我也不晓得..
只因决定权在于他。。

离别__十月七日__6：04pm

[你说习惯怎么改？
在没有你的日子都一样的生活了十九年，应该没问题吧！
只是会需要较长的时间。。过程也会很闷。。偶而也会想起你。。]
每次的离别之后，我都是那么想着。。

我总觉得离别后比离别时难过。
害怕失去。。失去以往开心，伤心，疯狂的一切记忆。
然而，一切都来的太快，只有眨眼的时间，你就消失在眼前。
曾今我们共同的时间，一起在图书馆度过低潮，在食堂的聊天，吃冰琪淋。。

我没有挽留的借口，也不忍心看着留时滂慌的你。
挽留此时只是人类自私的表现，所以只能挣眼目送。
你走得很潇洒，留下了我们。

看着你留下的退学信，很久未流出的泪水就涌出了眼角。
很不好受，所以狠心地把它藏进了文件夹的最后一业，直到文件手续办完。

人各有志，免强也罢了。
不管淳浊的记忆，我都想一口喝掉!
但愿
我俩曾经需下的要活的快乐承诺会实现，也祈祷你有更好的明天。

一盏盏橙黄的街灯。。
凌晨十二点我们一起走过的道路。。
有着大伙儿的欢愉声，仿佛还在耳边清脆地响着。。
看着身旁原有的身影，希望心酸的感觉快点淡化。。。