lazyness...

haizzz... semester holiday is almost end--left 3days only..

I felt so lazy to do anthing.haha..even to post out the blog.=p

my body really feel heavy to move...(to Melaka)

I still have many thing is pending to be done.

Zzzz...clean up and packing up...blah..blah..bla...

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Cards..

nice?
emm...shown the feeling of 'Beautiful' and feminine...

is Birthday Card...

purple color shown calming..light color flower give me 'young' feel...lol
and i named this design as "A tree of Hope"...
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i prefer the traditional way compare to send out electronically
posting= envelope + stamp..
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"Happy Birthday my dear FRIENDS"
dont know when can deliver it
just hope your will receive the happiness^^

November

NOVEMBER,2008Samuel,JIaQian,Ying,ShiowHuey ..

6aS1, gathering at old town,Wedn,26th of Nov08..

WeiMin,Kc,Sze

LaiKuan..AiChen(my roomate), & I

8th of november 2008..Melaka historics trip..

cow'girl...lol

I like this picture..

placed at Pangkalan Balak,Melaka

the beach is just beside the kampung..

A nice place for us to gather & BBQ..

everybody is here! 7th of november 2008

coursemate..

my lecturer & coursemate at computer programming presentation's day

my groups members ..

感情线

在想到底关系可维持到几时
会不会有一天约会后开口说分手
有很多时候在想
到底了解有多深？
有多想与他在一起？
他就是一生中的王子吗？

我的爱情观很间单
爱情就像友情
什么都可以谈可以说
之间有可以保持着双方的距离
这小小的距离就是彼此的私人空间
如果一段时间不见面感情就变淡
见面了感觉又回来了

毕竟大家尚年轻
有着自己的理想和抱负
也许像友情的爱情才能长长久久
我承认我喜欢自由
说什么两人甜蜜的日夜黏在一起
我一定受不了
我还须要给自己的时间
家人，朋友，事业，兴趣。。

一生最大的成就也比不上拥有一个幸福的家庭
我对感情是认真的
我喜欢细水长流不喜欢浪漫激情
要找到与自己的有同感的另一半不容易
找到了要维持更不简单
我不能给你坚定的诚诺和山盟海誓
珍惜身边人是我唯一能做的
当想生气，想骂人时
就想想对方的优点
因为每个人都有缺点
生活了几十年的兄弟姐妹都有不满的时候
更何况是一个在不同家庭生活的人
包容，很难
但不带表不可能

上帝创造了人类，也给了人类有幸福的权力
就看人类自己决定是否有能力把幸福的那扇门打开。

(看到父母的结婚照片，心头上是那么的感动，愿亲爱的父母亲百头偕老！lol...)

Just for SHARING..

this is our lab coat- will be wear for coming 4years..

maroon + gray..

some of my friends said look cool..

some said the color is too conservative..

for me i prefer cobalt blue + gray

look pro..haha..

Well, next semester start wear it..lol

Study Week..

i feel happy everytime i come back to home
home is a place that let me to feel free
maybe that, i wake up at 10am something(or even late) everday..
compare to at least 8am at my hostel..

The life at home is so good..

morning and noon is study time

nightime is to relax..listen music..chat with family members..tv..magz..so on

(actually is a bit lazy to study..haha)

Time not going to wait people..but the people will
I dont want to waste my time anymore
just feel want to put more effort for better result..
I wont aspect too high but at least the result is satisfying..

For all my dear friends who is going to take exam.."Victory"
"Best wishes for you"..(BleSSing)

I miss my HOME

Suddenly felt so scare to stay at hostel..
too scare to sit on the chair that i sat for about two months
assignments, quizes, tests..it was terrible
always got a feeling that can not finish my assignment at time

=stress study enviroment
Roomate, few coursemate and I...this is my engagement circle
Don't know what is the problem in this campus
so passive____
campus<--->library<--->hostel
stress > joy

Sometimes really doubt that how i can still survive in such enviroment
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Anyway, today is the last days of lecture
assignments, projects all have done..
Study week started..

today i bought ticket for return to my hometown-kajang
should be happy..lol...
I MISS MY LIFE at my hometown
everything..

I not going to study tonight
I choose to dream
because my brain is blank now..
refuse to think..
maybe, my brain need time to be restore

So STRESS...zz

today is the last day of this semester
next week is study week, then final exam
not even prepare yet..that's why final' seems so scary..

Stress..

nothing
just drop by here to leave some words..
have to continue my C++ assignment and Static tutorial..
(today have pass up..philosophy..C++..Static...struggling..lol)

Share me..

Don’t ever hide your feeling
Shout when you are stress
Cry when you are sad
Laugh when you are happy
I really hope for having the life like this
the true feeling..
JUstzz..
Cant find my partner..

When your eyes invisible me, my heart is bleeding..
Forgot when & how many times
I’m lost
sucks..

I’m simple as you thought
If you don’t know my feeling
I can tell you, no matter how many times
because I’m scared when I get hurt again

So, Please share the glory and tears
I believe everyone have the right to find his happiness
that’s why I’m ready now..

It is never be late, right?

Why??

Why there are so many assignment?
Why I am always busy for the thing i do not like?

Why is should be like that?
Why everything is seems being set up..
Why you did not listen to me?
Why you act so stubborn?
Why you can not feel what i feel?

Why all these thing happen to me?

Why i'll will feel sad to how i living now...

I think it wont have the answer for the question?
But, I just wanna know: "Don't you try to feel my heart?"

想懂

我想是个遗憾吧。。
至今还不知道事实，
虽然曾说过都不在重要了。
但…

失去的总是美好的，我终究了解了。。。
还有机会再懂吗?
我也不晓得..
只因决定权在于他。。

离别__十月七日__6：04pm

[你说习惯怎么改？
在没有你的日子都一样的生活了十九年，应该没问题吧！
只是会需要较长的时间。。过程也会很闷。。偶而也会想起你。。]
每次的离别之后，我都是那么想着。。

我总觉得离别后比离别时难过。
害怕失去。。失去以往开心，伤心，疯狂的一切记忆。
然而，一切都来的太快，只有眨眼的时间，你就消失在眼前。
曾今我们共同的时间，一起在图书馆度过低潮，在食堂的聊天，吃冰琪淋。。

我没有挽留的借口，也不忍心看着留时滂慌的你。
挽留此时只是人类自私的表现，所以只能挣眼目送。
你走得很潇洒，留下了我们。

看着你留下的退学信，很久未流出的泪水就涌出了眼角。
很不好受，所以狠心地把它藏进了文件夹的最后一业，直到文件手续办完。

人各有志，免强也罢了。
不管淳浊的记忆，我都想一口喝掉!
但愿
我俩曾经需下的要活的快乐承诺会实现，也祈祷你有更好的明天。

一盏盏橙黄的街灯。。
凌晨十二点我们一起走过的道路。。
有着大伙儿的欢愉声，仿佛还在耳边清脆地响着。。
看着身旁原有的身影，希望心酸的感觉快点淡化。。。